Friday, October 23, 2009
Friends had been bugging me to post something NEW here. =.= Well, here it goes. Last night (Friday), LMC was telling me how childish her blog was way back then. Sorry LMC, i dont have the time to read all my posts. There are like, 146 other posts and i dont plan to spend my whole day reading 'em. Hee. Anywayyy, to clear off this nothing but false statement that had been going around about me, I AM STILL SINGLE. If you still dont believe me and yadda yadda what what, let me just drown your head into a bucket full of icedly cold water, aight? :) And so, here's something for you guys to spread around the town, "Marina is single and heck, just let it be that way". Alright alright enough bout that. "SPM is just around the corner". Dont dare to say how many more days, but, here goes.. 25 Days Encounting! Geee.. Thinking about it sure makes me wanna run around and jump up and down. Thats like less than a month! *TUT*! =.= Alright, better stop talking about this before i explode. Anyway, do ignore my previous previous post. I was pretty annoyed. Usually you dont see my swearing and cursing out of no where. So, obviously there's a good explanation. And so, thats all for my so called post just for the sake of updating. LMC, Angel Ang Cheng Yee, John S, Sam A & Hafeeq. Happy now? :)
It's hard acting like I'm okay when actually, I'm not.
Labels: its okay.
6:08 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Missing them. :(Labels: :(
9:37 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Its really hurtful when you realized that you gave someone so much and in return, all you get is some "dust". How disappointing, heartaching, and some are undescribeable. Its like you tried so hard, give your all and for goodness sake, you even sacrificed a lot. But in the end, it all didnt seemed to be significant to others. And in the end, all you have with you was all a lie. False hope. Just when you thought you can fly again, just when you thought the world ain't so dark after all. And just when you thought all your pain and miseries are gone. Well, think again. But then again, perhaps this is what God is trying to tell me. This is what He wants me to learn. Not to hope. Not to wish. Not to.. Dream.. I guess it ends here now. Since, all my hopes and dreams are flushed away in just a blink of an eye. All that matters now is only me. And whatever comes to my way, all i can do is just fight it off and go through it.
Its sad knowing that i cant do anything for this. Heck with it. Let's just put on a happy smile and HOPE it all go away. Hope..
- - all that can be seen are the tracks of my tears.Labels: misery
8:10 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Oh ya, and one more thing. You stupid bastard! Get out from my life lar! You think I like meh hearing bout YOU all the time! I'm bored of it lar. As the matter of fact, I don't even care about you anymore. I just can't understand, WHY ARE YOU SO WAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!! Get a life BUDDY! Its damn annoying! Can't you feel that you're not wanted? Just roll over and stay that way! Don't get up and don't get into my way! ARRGGGHHHH!!! You make me feel so sick that I could barf anytime! GOTTAHELLYOUFREAGGINEFFINGASSHOLE!!!Labels: FFFF
10:42 AM
You stupid piece of shit! Just as I thought I wanted to forgive you for all the crap you did to me since its gonna be raya. You fucking changed my mind! I don't effing care whether its raya or not. And I know during this raya month, we supposed to forgive each other and etc. But what you did to me, was totally over the line! You crossed my limit and this is what you get, you little bitch!! Firstly, I'm not gonna talk neither am I gonna look at you! Whatever you do or say, I will just ignore. You're a fucking ghost to me! And second, since its useless to even talk to you nicely, so, why am I even bothered to talk to you at all? Never again! There's no effing reason for me to talk to you! So, yeah! Tut you lar!! Your existance is no longer a matter to me! Cause from now on, I don't effing care about you! That's what you get for playing with the fire! FFFF you!!!!!Labels: FFFF
10:34 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Hahahahahahaha i cant believe i'm soo stupid. I saw it coming, but i still take the hit. And this time, i was hit pretty darn hard. But its alright. Sometimes we gotta look forward and get back up no matter how hard we were hit. Besides, wasnt expecting anything. At least it hit me in the head to actually wake me up from my ecstasy-fantasy. xD And so, my dear Marina, please stop dreaming and imagining. It will never happen and all you get is a hit in the head. So, wake up, get up, and brush up! Its time to finally face the reality. Looks like there's only me, myself and Oreo. :)
P/S: I love you Oreo! You were always there when i teared up, you were always there when i was damn happy and you were always there when i need someone to listen to my prob. I cant imagine how it would be like without you. LOVE YOU A BUNCH!! XOXO! :)Labels: Hit
6:57 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Just a short message;
If you hate me, do tell me. If you think i got problem, please dont hesitate and just confront me. Dont go all behind my back and stab me like its the end of the world. If you want me to change, i will. But the problem is, you dont tell me what i did wrong. And if i try to at least, change, you didnt even give me a chance to do so. I cant change if 1)You dont tell me what i did wrong and why i should change, or even 2)You dont give me the chance to change at all. I'm not trying to ruin you or anything, but this really had been bothering me. And the problem is its not you alone. Thats what saddened me. So, that explains everything. I hope you dont take this negatively. This doesnt mean i dont want us to be friends anymore, but what you're doing, is really destroying my trust in you. How can i possibly trust a friend who stab me at my back and ignore me whenever i need her most? I just, need to know. Its human's instinct to be curious and besides, we're friends. So i should know right? So please. Its the least you could do. I'm tired of all this lies, backstabbing and double crossing kindda thing.
To you, C & SLabels: message
3:21 PM
Love this song! :)
Hey Monday - How You Love Me Now.
You were talking to her
But messing with me
It’s finally clear
You’re blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh, now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?
Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
Save
Save it for her
I’m not gonna hear
Your reasons and “please-just-take-me-backs”
We never were right
Don’t waste your breath
You crashed and you’re on your own tonight
Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There’s no more you and I
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me nowLabels: song
3:21 PM